Monday, February 13, 2012

“With Pleasure” Amrita Waterfalls Museletter

“With Pleasure” Amrita Waterfalls Museletter
Valentine’s Day 2012 Ediccione
February 14, 2012

WHO IS AMRITA WATERFALLS?
PERMISSION TO BE SEXY
LEARNING TO BE A BEAUTIFUL GIRL
POLY LIVING CONFERENCE
THINGS I WROTE & POSTED ON MY FACEBOOK WALL

WHO IS AMRITA WATERFALLS?
My name is Cassendre Xavier, and I’m a multi-media artist – musician, multi-genre author, actress, and visual artist. I’m also a community cultural arts advocate, founder and director of several Philadelphia based events. I work under the names Cassendre Xavier (music and writing), Amethyste Rah (spiritual – I’ve recorded spoken word guided meditation healing albums under this name) and Amrita Waterfalls (sexuality). "Amrita" is Sanskrit for nectar or ambrosia. It is a term commonly used among Tantric and Taoist as well as other advanced sexual practitioners. Many of you in the know what this term means. For those of you who do not, there is Google :-) You can learn more about my other work at http://cassEndrExavier.com.

PERMISSION TO BE SEXY
For a very long time, I thought I was too heavy to express myself even onstage while performing music as I wished to. I wanted to wear corsets and be free to be sexy on stage, but I didn’t feel brave enough to express this side of me, even though I’ve done this once, and I was heavier when I did it – it was one of my best performances ever. Recently, I’ve had more opportunities to face this fear, partly because of weight loss, but mostly because of increased self-esteem, because in fact it wasn’t my size that limited me, but my self-esteem issues about my shape. I’ve accepted my shape now, and it doesn’t matter what my weight is. Other issues have come into play, and I’ll share about those as time goes on. I’ve learned, though, that self-esteem is the number one factor in sexual and sensual appeal – confidence is indeed the best cosmetic for anyone’s appearance, regardless of age, shape, or gender.

LEARNING TO BE A BEAUTIFUL GIRL
I’ve always known how to take a compliment, as a regular person, or when I was not ready to be more appealing physically – you just say thank you and you smile. But lately, as I’ve been becoming more conventionally attractive, and I’m sorry, I don’t know how to say that without sounding immodest, but I’ve learned I don’t know how to respond to certain compliments the way I should. For example, there are instances in which the appropriate response is NOT to say “Thank You”. I’ve journaled about this and may share this as I remember to. Meanwhile, I’m learning to smile demurely, as I observe others do. If I’m walking by a group of men, and someone says something to me, about being “fine” or whatever, I won’t say, “Thank you,” I’ll just smile. I said, “Thank you” once, and it just fell flat, like a heavy stone on my foot. Awkward. So strange these social rituals!

POLY LIVING CONFERENCE
I attended, worked, had a great time, and made more than a few heart connections at the 7th Annual Poly Living Conference in Philadelphia this year Friday, February 10 thru Sunday February 12, 2012. Wow. This experience is the big reason I wrote this museletter today. You can learn more about, and more importantly, help support the work of this vital organization by visiting http://lovemore.com. I will write more about this experience, but suffice it to say, it was very, very good for my soul. And, uh, yeah, my body, too ;-)

THINGS I WROTE & POSTED ON MY FACEBOOK WALL
slut (slut) [Middle Eng: slutte] 1. a persun of any gender who shamelessly enjoys and embraces high amounts of pleasure in various sexual and non-sexual ways 2. an empowered, self-possessed, confident, sex- and sexuality-affirming womon - adj: sluttish ~excerpt from "The renaissance negresse Dictionary," a work in progress by Cassendre Xaver. Are there any other words YOU would like to reclaim? Please comment!
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I'm starting to feel like huge parts of my everyday life are totally unnatural. I don't think I'm supposed to be walking around a city wearing clothes all day long. I think I'm supposed to live in a temple, pleasured regularly in the manner and by the men of my choosing, training them and channeling all energies into great projects. And no, I am not referring to a past life. I believe parts of my life have had elements of this idea, and that I may be receiving a calling to incorporate and activate more, or all elements into my present. Recommended reading: Urban Tantra, by Barbara Carrellas, and The Multi-Orgasmic Man, by Mantak Chia.
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Never underestimate the power of confidence, eye contact, and smiling, especially when used together.
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One of the ways to make yourself instantly and significantly attractive to prospective mates is to think of what you will bring to the relationship-how you will love, assist, and support your mate on their path. Imagine them looking at, and speaking of you to others with such pride and appreciation for how you enrich their life. And imagine you feeling the same way about them. Be in and live the flow of love. ~Cassendre Xavier, artist, lover, and multiple soul mate manifester


All for now. To read more CX museletters, visit http://groups.yahoo.com/group/cassendrexavier

© 2012 by Cassendre Xavier aka Amrita Waterfalls. All rights reserved or else, so there.

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