Friday, July 21, 2017

My First Time: Giving a Rimjob Without a Barrier

I am a recovering germ freak
Always use a barrier
In the rare occasion that I lick
A man's nasty filthy asshole

But tonight I took a chance
On licking my partner's asshole
Freshly showered yet still
Slightly musky
Slightly spicy

I had begun as usual
With plastic wrap and lube
Then I became inspired
Removed the wrap
And began licking

It tasted sweet of glycerine
And slightly bitter
The chemical taste of lubricant

I felt the hair
On my lover's ass
Under my tongue
I reached further
And further in
I dipped my tongue
And kept my fluid flowing
Saliva from the back
of my mouth
I let fall
to keep my mouth clean
and make the surface smoother

I dipped my tongue
and loved him with my lips
and wet kisses in the crack
of his joy hole

He kept spreading wider
He was on his stomach
after I had given him a massage

With my left hand I reached under
and squeezed his balls a bit
and I continued
Spreading his ass cheeks and licking
and probing
Reaching around under his hips
to stroke his cock
I reach up and stroke his back

I tell him to turn over
On his  back I get gloves
and put them on
I put lube on my left hand
and began giving him finger
in the ass
I asked how it was
He said I could go deeper
And that I could use more lube
I got more lube and switched
to my middle, longest finger

as I pushed in, I sucked his cock
I stroked his body with my right hand
Lying on my stomach
sucked his cock
and kept my finger still at the entrance
of his ass
as he began to gyrate and thrust
slowly
fucking my finger
having it go further up and up and up

I start rubbing his stomach
he starts jacking off his dick
and responding more and more
as I kiss and rub his body affectionately
and he starts spurting semen
and is done

Then I put on my nightgown
Sit on the bed next to him
While he lies down
We talk
And I tell him it's the first time
I've ever sucked ass
Without plastic

He says, Yeah, I know
And we smile and laugh
and he strokes and holds
My left breast
Lightly stroking my now hard
nipple
The affection is sweet
as sweet as the orgasm he just had

I just wanted to enjoy your body
I tell him
He says, Well I'm glad you did


(c) Copyright by Cassendre Xavier (aka Endowed Goddess aka Amrita Waterfalls). All rights reserved and this will likely appear in a forthcoming book or other publication(s) as my online writings have for years. Visit my erotic blog at http://amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com



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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Wet

There are just a little
over twenty-four hours before
I meet a new friend
for various  
kinds of pleasure.

I have been wet all day
and yesterday
and the day before that.

I am so
tempted
to relieve myself,

but I will try -

try to be strong
and
wait.


(c) Copyright by Cassendre Xavier (aka Endowed Goddess aka Amrita Waterfalls). All rights reserved and this will likely appear in a forthcoming book or other publication(s) as my online writings have for years. Visit my erotic blog at http://amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com


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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Friday, June 30, 2017

With Pleasure: Channeling Casual Sex Energy

Recently I decided to remove my disdain for casual sex as it may have been blocking my attraction to and/or the arrival of a highly compatible primary partner (soulmate/twin flame type), by instead using the energy of partnersex pleasure and orgasms towards a positive intention or goal. I had been doing this with my solosex orgasms already, but hadn't considered doing it with a sex partner that I didn't have a romantic relationship with.
 The difference is that I am not doing it WITH them. I am still channeling my own sexual energy - it's just my energy through sex with another persun.
  I have done this with casual sex partners before, meaning I had a meditative and spiritual experience while they were giving me pleasure, but at the time I hadn't yet gotten tired of the dynamic of unavailable men being attracted to me for pleasure.
 A few days ago I began preparing for a date that begins in less than two hours. Or pleasure session as it were. Non-romantic, casual partner of almost a year  I believe, or over a year. One of my favorites! 
 I began drinking a lot of water, which was really good for me because I had been dehydrated for weeks, due to traveling a lot for daily errands, and not wanting to be inconvenienced by my frequent trips to public restrooms, especially the really grody ones on public transportation, which I take because I do not drive.
 So, one of the good things about my pleasure sessions is that I am well hydrated for several days before, and one day after.
 Another thing that happened is that this morning I took my guitar out and played it and sang for the first time in many months. I had already made progress by bringing it to my temporary residence from my office where it usually lives. I spent the last three days or so looking at but not picking it up. 
 My housing and creativity issues are major things I am working on right now and I am thrilled to see how things are developing. 
 Using my sexual energy towards positive intention and goals is very effective and I look forward to seeing how incorporating or enrolling my harem of willing and able pleasure providers will assist and support my endeavors. 

Have you ever used tantra, taoist sexual practices, or sexual magick for the attainment of personal or professional goals, or to set intentions, or to bless others? Do tell!

With Pleasure,

Amrita Waterfalls (aka Endowed Goddess)


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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Thursday, June 29, 2017

Shrimp Savannah poem (YouTube)

Please enjoy my poem "Shrimp Savannah: A Recipe (For Seducing a New Lover)" from my chapbook "secrets & lies: poetry and other words" available from CX Direct and Bindlestiff Books, in West Philly! (It has also been featured at the Erotic Literary Salon event and blog!) https://youtu.be/BkCNR-Adtgs

Has your kinky title ever held you back?

Sometimes it's hard to find exactly the right power dynamic name or kinky role to put in your profile...
 I have had the dickens of a time trying to find what to call myself... Domme seems to bring up images of patent leather thigh high stiletto boots and shoulder length straight wigs. And topping. Being on top, being aggressive, being 
​mean, being serious, being in charge, being financially superior, etc.
 But I'm none of those things. Is there such a thing as a "Dominant bottom"? I'm sure there is, or we can say that we are it. We can say we are whatever we want!
 For now I've changed "Domme" to "Evolving", because even though I am naturally dominant and bossy in most ways in and out of the bedroom, I am not a top, and I am not aggressive. I just want to be served and serviced and pampered and exactly how I want it, and I do not want anything else than that. And I am very vocal about it. But I am also a nurturer and very caring and a babygirl who loves her daddy and naturally attracts the daddy type.
 I am also bossy but I am totally weak for a naturally masculine dominant man. Who just happens to be submissive to me. And I in turn am submissive to him in various ways. It's all a big wacky confusing game and it's so much fun!
 What are the ways your title has served or tripped you up?

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Channeling Your Sexual Energy (New Inspiration Line Message!)

​New message on my Free, 24-hour Inspiration Line (215-552-8850)!
"Channeling Your Sexual Energy", about the importance of masturbation, and the power of the orgasm and sexual pleasure.
Featuring shout-outs to former U.S. Surgeon General Dr. Joycelyn Elders, "Mother of Masturbation" Betty Dodson (whose Facebook page and group I created myself long before she and business partner Carlin Ross got on Facebook!), ​and "Urban Tantra" author/coach/trainer Barbara Carrellas!

With Pleasure,

Cassendre Xavier
aka Amrita Waterfalls and Endowed Goddess

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Answer to Your Kinky Prayers! (CX quote pic)

"A woman who brings a leash and shower curtain to a date can be not only a good girl, but to the right man, she can be the perfect woman, the girl of his dreams, and the answer to his kinky prayers!"

-Amrita Waterfalls
The Sexy Side of Cassendre Xavier
Read the erotic blog "With Pleasure", plus poetry, true stories and more at www.amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com




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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.com


Wednesday, January 25, 2017

manos (poem)

I keep thinking

about 
how much
 
I like the way 
his hands look

hands
that work
and lift 
and hoist

steer 
and command

hands strong
and muscled
veined 
yet soft

hands 
that tenderly hold 
and touch 
and stroke
Me

a man's
sexy hands
have always 
been a weakness 
for Me

and one 
that makes 
My desire
strong

(c) Copyright 2017 by Cassendre Xavier (aka Amrita Waterfalls, aka Endowed Goddess). All rights reserved. http://cassEndrExavier.com



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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.com