Monday, July 31, 2017

Sex Breaks the Ice

Sex breaks the ice

Not messaging back and forth forever
with little tiny
sentences

Not going out together
for dinner
or to a
kinky munch

The bedroom
is the testing ground
The place where we find out
iff'n we
will meet again, daddy O
Or just hit it n' quit it

But because so much
has to happen beforehand
to determine compatibility
Because I can tell right away
If I'm into a deud or not
An unpleasant encounter
very rarely happens

Because right away
a man will either
write and relate to me
in a way that either fits
or it does not fit
By the time I've said yes
to making plans
When we actually do meet
and we find ourselves in that
blessed position
of man under womon
or on top as I recline to receive
sweet sweet service
The ecstasy of release
That has absolutely nothing
to do with cock
By then already on its way
is friendship
if not a love or a lust
Connection.

© Copyright 2017 by Cassendre Xavier (Endowed Goddess aka Amrita Waterfalls). All rights reserved.

Erotic blog: http://amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com
Music: http://cdbaby.com/all/cassendre



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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Saturday, July 29, 2017

The Meaning of My Name (Endowed Goddess)

A FetLife member just messaged me:

"Sorry to bother you but what does Endowed Goddess mean?"

To which I respondified (aka "respondicated"):

"Hello!
Thanks for asking and you were not bothering me. Your question is a good one, which has been coming up a lot and which I will address soon both in my Writings and About Me sections.

ENDOWED
For the purposes of naming myself for the fetish and porn world, and attracting compatible partners, friends, and mentors, I chose the name Endowed Goddess.
 I consider myself to be endowed in many ways, which is not bragging because these were all given to me at birth by nature. I am grateful to have them, and celebrating them is part of my life mission as well as a major component of my spiritual practice.
 The first thing I thought of when looking for a new user name was my biggest physical sexual asset: my clitoris, which is not only large but also highly sensitive and responsive.
 I named the first pic ever taken of my clit "Endowment," recognizing it right away as the beautiful work of art by Creation it is.
 Second endowment: my large, nurturing, sensual, responsive, and playful breasts.
 Third: my muscular and curvy legs.
 Fourth: my pretty feet and toes.
 Fifth: my high intelligence.
 Sixth: my high level of creative productivity 
 Seventh: my musical and literary talents

I also am highly responsive overall, intuitive, and spiritually aware and connected.

GODDESS
I embrace the idea of bringing back a female-centered spirituality, and am enjoying the process of learning to love and honor myself fully, as well as attract the perfect submissive partners for me.
It's a new journey as a child sexual abuse survivor reared in a homophobic culture (Haitian and American) and fundamentalist religious household.
 I never identified with the goddess for many reasons until learning more about goddess spirituality and religions.
 I form my own ideas and focus on healing what was broken and expressing dominance and the occasional submission in ways that are good and right for me. For me, a womon being a goddess makes natural sense, and can be a highly effective path to more self-empowerment and self-expression. 
 My path on the goddess trail is an evolving one!"


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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Friday, July 28, 2017

Love, Art, and Sex

For some time now I have known that my next significant romantic relationship(s) will come from my writing. I thought I was "supposed" to go to literary events and be seen and that's how I would meet him/them. Then when I set about writing more at Fet and starting my group I realized that what really mattered was the energetic output of my literary inclinations. All that matters is that I write. I don't know who will see it and be interested, but I do know that what matters is that I do it, and not focus on the writing as the answer, but as a passionate activity I would do no matter what. And I do, and I have and I always will.
My writing is part of my art and my sex life is part of my art. I came out erotically a couple of years ago, finally putting myself "out there" in ways I'd wanted to since about age 26. I decided if not now, when, and created an erotic blog and joined a couple of adult sites where I post my writings, pics, and more, in a way that few have seen at those sites. I am an artist and I like to think that is evident in all that I do.
Even my encounters become art in that I write about them, and often even recruit my partners, who often become my muses, in writing or creating them with me. My encounters are becoming collaborations in this way and it gives me great joy. I know I am on the right track to better things in my life, and more companionship and right partnership, because I am following my bliss. One sign is that I am doing it for the doing of it. When you are doing something because you love it, not looking for what you can get out of it, then everything else is extra. This means you are telling the Universe, "I have everything I need and want" and the Unverse says "Yes!" and sends you more of what you need and want!
You can learn more about my erotic journey and creations by searching "Endowed Goddess" at www.FetLife.com and www.xhamster.com. (Warning: Much of my content is explicit, so if you are a relative, you may not want to go there!)

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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Friday, July 21, 2017

My First Time: Giving a Rimjob Without a Barrier

I am a recovering germ freak
Always use a barrier
In the rare occasion that I lick
A man's nasty filthy asshole

But tonight I took a chance
On licking my partner's asshole
Freshly showered yet still
Slightly musky
Slightly spicy

I had begun as usual
With plastic wrap and lube
Then I became inspired
Removed the wrap
And began licking

It tasted sweet of glycerine
And slightly bitter
The chemical taste of lubricant

I felt the hair
On my lover's ass
Under my tongue
I reached further
And further in
I dipped my tongue
And kept my fluid flowing
Saliva from the back
of my mouth
I let fall
to keep my mouth clean
and make the surface smoother

I dipped my tongue
and loved him with my lips
and wet kisses in the crack
of his joy hole

He kept spreading wider
He was on his stomach
after I had given him a massage

With my left hand I reached under
and squeezed his balls a bit
and I continued
Spreading his ass cheeks and licking
and probing
Reaching around under his hips
to stroke his cock
I reach up and stroke his back

I tell him to turn over
On his  back I get gloves
and put them on
I put lube on my left hand
and began giving him finger
in the ass
I asked how it was
He said I could go deeper
And that I could use more lube
I got more lube and switched
to my middle, longest finger

as I pushed in, I sucked his cock
I stroked his body with my right hand
Lying on my stomach
sucked his cock
and kept my finger still at the entrance
of his ass
as he began to gyrate and thrust
slowly
fucking my finger
having it go further up and up and up

I start rubbing his stomach
he starts jacking off his dick
and responding more and more
as I kiss and rub his body affectionately
and he starts spurting semen
and is done

Then I put on my nightgown
Sit on the bed next to him
While he lies down
We talk
And I tell him it's the first time
I've ever sucked ass
Without plastic

He says, Yeah, I know
And we smile and laugh
and he strokes and holds
My left breast
Lightly stroking my now hard
nipple
The affection is sweet
as sweet as the orgasm he just had

I just wanted to enjoy your body
I tell him
He says, Well I'm glad you did


(c) Copyright by Cassendre Xavier (aka Endowed Goddess aka Amrita Waterfalls). All rights reserved and this will likely appear in a forthcoming book or other publication(s) as my online writings have for years. Visit my erotic blog at http://amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com



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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com


Wet

There are just a little
over twenty-four hours before
I meet a new friend
for various  
kinds of pleasure.

I have been wet all day
and yesterday
and the day before that.

I am so
tempted
to relieve myself,

but I will try -

try to be strong
and
wait.


(c) Copyright by Cassendre Xavier (aka Endowed Goddess aka Amrita Waterfalls). All rights reserved and this will likely appear in a forthcoming book or other publication(s) as my online writings have for years. Visit my erotic blog at http://amritawaterfalls.blogspot.com


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Make yourself a beautiful day!

Cassendre Xavier

"renaissance negresse"

$15,000 Leeway Transformation Award-Winning musician, writer, and community cultural arts organizer.

Founder & Executive Director of the Black Women's Arts Festival (Est. 2003) and the Women's Writing & Spoken Word Series (Est. 2002).

Official website: http://cassEndrExavier.wordpress.com