I will be meeting one in the next few weeks, and I haven't scheduled it yet, but already it is feeling very good to us where it counts. We text every day and he is super super sweet.
I've also been spending time on Fet and getting quite aroused by what I see - all these hot people who are freaks like me and so very sexy and smart, funny, and often wise. Seeing so many people who are my physical type and playing the way I play is such a turn on...
I was about to leave for my day's appointments and errands, but couldn't in my state. I had to relieve my sexual tension, but I couldn't use the bed because my nesting partner was in there napping. I thought of using the living room but his adult daughter could arrive from her errands.
I considered using the basement but it was too dark and uncomfortable.
So, I opted for the kitchen.
I removed from the cabinet a little saucer, and went into the cabinet above the stove for my EVOO (extra virgin olive oil) to use as lube.
I poured a little of the oil onto the saucer.
I closed the curtains and blinds in the kitchen and dinette area, and went to lean against the counter where the dishwasher was.
Standing I undid my cuffed denim short-shorts, and pulled them and my black lace pantied down only far enough to reach my left hand in under them. But first, I dipped my fingers into the oil.
Dipping and rubbing, I spread my hairy pussy lips to find my clit and began to rub. I kept rubbing and circling and rubbing and first had a fantasy about a sweetie I do have a date with soon... next week in fact. He had just written me that answering my question of how he wanted to spend our date, go out, go to a movie, museum, dinner, etc. - thinking about it gave him an erection, so he knew he wanted to have sex first when we meet, and then go out... Recalling the times recently he has told me things like that - how he physically responds to my words, made me wet and I mixed that in with the oil as I rubbed a little harder and faster...
I had more fond memories of him and how much I enjoy his passion and sensuality when we are in bed together- he fully envelopes my body with these arms that don't look freakishly long when we're out of bed but somehow seem to wrap all around and over my large brown body.
Soon I was breathing harder and harder, and I had another fantasy about my trainee that inspired my writing "Boyfriend-Girlfriend Fantasy" recently.
This time I recalled seeing a Fet profile of a man I found attractive, who described himself as a "service" top.
I loved that concept! I fantasized about making my submissive seduce and take me passionately when we meet next... Not even letting me get to the bed - just kissing and then pulling my pants down at the hotel room's kitchen counter, and going down on me on his knees while I stand. I came this way, not worrying about making little gaspy and yipping sounds, knowing that my partner sleeps and snores loudly and would not likely be awakened, and if he did hear me cum, he'd enjoy it.
I put the dish of oil, from which I had been periodically dipipng, into the sink, pulled my pants up, and went upstairs to get ready to go out. I laughed a couple of times, and felt the erotic and healthful aftereffects of my orgasm for over an hour.
During my errands I texted my trainee that I had just masturbated to thoughts of him, and later I emailed my date to let him know he was in my mind during the first half of it. I enjoy being attentive to my play/partners and sweeties. They return the attention with a great deal of ability in pleasuring me.
From the FetLife BDSM Glossary:
[service Top (see Top): A Top whose focus is on giving a bottom what s/he desires.]